just blogging

whoa juehui just added mii to msn. chatting wid her abt mi. yiling and yunyin not online yet. hmmm let mii crap abt sth which i have been thinking abt the past few hours. hmmm

hahas i just accidentally wrote a poem somehow. cool. instant inspiration =)

but the poem oso reminds mii of the some of the unhappy things i dun wan to remember. i am getting on reallie well wid my life and thoughts rite now. sigh. i was just beginning to accept the fact that haojiemeis are all that i ever need. but. sigh. i am tired i am reallie tired. i am tired of all the lies.

i was so dumb cann. someone played an early april fools joke on mii and i foolishly fell for it. wow. i am not fit to be a dunmanian.

looking back on the laughters reallie makes mii wanna cry.

ahhh wads wrong wid mii. mood swing le grrrr.

lemme mii say out my thoughts cann. but dun question mii abt it in my tagboard. thanks.

you told mii you wld lend mii ur shoulder.
you told mii you do care
you told mii not to be afraid
cos for mii you wld be there.

i believed every word u said
i had full trust in you
i believed you were my prince
and that you wld be there
whenever i feel blue

but everything turned out to be an utter disappointment
my heart were totally shattered.
the words you once said so assuringly
turned out just to be empty promises

fine it was my fault.
i shouldnt even care
i shouldnt even have believed
for mii you wld be there

saying goodbye to the past
i wish you all the best wid her
i dun wan to look back at all.
all thanks to the early april fools joke you played on mii. wow

i am on my way to forgetting youu. goodbyeee.
sometimes life is just about forgetting and accepting yeahs?

yepps forgetting the hurtful memories and accepting the new life and bright future ahead of youu.

cheers everyone. girl powerrr!