Wednesday, February 22

wad colour should my eyes be

Your Eyes Should Be Brown
Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom
What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart
What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

WOW. how true can this get. lol

whee dao kia i am

today's a watermelon-filled day =D Anyway my life's filled with watermelon practically every day. My dad bought watermelon and I just ate 3 slices after having my dinner. I had 2 slices of watermelon in school after lessons ended. I was tempted to buy wanton but I managed to control my craving. WHEE.

I actually slept at 1030pm last night. Very tired... to the extent of feeling unwell. Had a fever cum flu this morning and I had to climb the stairs to the classroom slowly. Presented our rally speech during geog lessons. Thanks alot to those who bombarded us with questions HOR =P lol no offence laa but i was feeling pretty nervous during the speech. Then I became super agitated towards the last part of the speech. As I was the last person to speak, I had to urge the audience to vote for our party mah. Then I suddenly became agitated lor =P

I realised that I am quite dao these few days. I just dont seem to have the energy to greet people... I dont even like to smile that much now. Something is wrong and one thing for sure, I am not fulfilling my resolution of living every moment of my life. Sigh. I shall take a few days, say tomorrow till the weekend to reflect and improve on my attitude. I think I need to take a break otherwise my cheekbones are going to ache from all those smiling.

WHEE i will be watching 'a season for love' with twin tomorrow at orchard YAY. Then there will be discussion for ylmp project and if I could be motivated enough, i might even go downstairs for a jog. The workers are currently repainting the flats and I cant stand the smell of the paint. But there is nothing I can do laa. Just must ren3!!!

There's lotsa homework to be done tomorrow. Firstly, chinese yan jiang ci assignment. Then there's practical worksheets for triple sci. Hopefully I can complete Maths assignment by tonight. OK. I MUST complete maths assignment by TONIGHT. Thats better. What else... Have to read the chinese prose given by jls. E&I worksheets. And revision for maths test~~!

ahhh so many things to do yet so little time. So I must learn to zhen xi shi jian ! And make use of the 24 hours daily to the fullest. Btw I have a goal now and I am determined to achieve it but it's gonna be a long term commitment and requires lotsa perseverance... Of cos the first thing I have to learn is to control myself from giving in to temptations.

You think you know what's my goal? Well it's for me to know and for you to guess/ not know. I am not going to announce in case it fails for the dunno-how-many-times. But I think and hope that I will succeed this time. Especially since my family and friends are all supporting me!

Btw I have decided to add Tasmania to my travelling list. WHEE. And you know what, it's a great place to go for honeymoon if you like countryside life.

I am currently reading this chinese story book on teenage love. CHINESE leh. can you believe it? I cant at first but I managed to. I borrowed it from the library. And it's something like a teenage drama just that it's a book laa. And the story somehow reminds me of Meteor Garden's Shancai and Daomingsi and MVP Valentine's Gaoxing and Barbie =D Very nice book. Alright I think I am off to do my maths assignment. Cya.

happily in germany (:

Sunday, February 19

right brained in love

You Are Right Brained In Love
Bit of a drama queenPeacemaker, first to end a fightGood at thinking up creative datesTend to fall in love and get hurt easilyGoing with your gut instead of your headEmphathetic and caring, sometimes to a faultGood at recognizing patterns in relationshipsBeen in love many times, perhaps too many to countWildly passionate and intense when falling in loveSpontaneous with relationships, going with the flowOverly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mindRoses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart
Are You Right Brained or Left Brained in Love?

oh gosh. this is freakily true... ok not all... some... like that one about overly visual. yep my brain's like a vcd player. LOL and yea i like stufffed animals. But i have never been in love too many times...

which inner pop princess i am

Your Inner Pop Princess Is Kelly Clarkson
"Grew up in a small townAnd when the rain would fall downI'd just stare out my windowDreaming of what could be"
No doubt about it, you have star quality. Might just take a while to get there.

wad flavour lip gloss

You Are Cherry Kiss Lip Gloss
You're a total girly girl who's every guy is sweet on.You take pleasure in the simple things in life, from cute t-shirts to stuffed animals.
Any guy needs to match your romantic idealism to win your heart, which is why few have.No wonder Cherry your signature flavor. It's delicious, sugary, and fun - like you!
What Flavor Lip Gloss Are You?

i think i did this one before...

what artist should paint my portrait

Who Should Paint You: Gustav Klimt
Sensual and gorgeous, you would inspire an enchanting portrait..With just enough classic appeal to be hung in any museum!
What Artist Should Paint Your Portrait?

Saturday, February 18

what weather am i

You Are Sunshine
Soothing and calmYou are often held up by others as the idealBut too much of you, and they'll get burned
You are best known for: your warmth Your dominant state: connecting
What Type of Weather Are You?

WHEEEEEE~ you are my sunshine... my only sunshine. you make me happppppieee when skies are grey... you never know dear... how much i love you... please dont takeeee my sunshineee awayyyyy (: thanks. that vented away part of my anger.

i am the wheel of fortune (tarot card)

You Are The Wheel of Fortune
You represent the cycles of life, death, and rebirth.You embrace change, the the ups and downs of life.Fate is something you accept, even when you could possibly change things.Big things tend to happen to you more than other people.
Your fortune:
Something huge is about to happen in your life, and you have little control over it.You must accept your destiny, but luckily it is good fortune that has come your way.Big things and big changes are about to come your way.And while things will be intense for a while, they will be followed by a period of rest.
What Tarot Card Are You?


five factor personality

Your Five Factor Personality Profile
You have medium extroversion.You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."
You have high conscientiousness.Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life.Most things in your life are organized and planned well.But you borderline on being a total perfectionist.
You have medium agreeableness.You're generally a friendly and trusting person.But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.
You have high neuroticism.It's easy for you to feel shaken, worried, or depressed.You often worry, and your worries prevent you from living life fully.You tend to be emotionally reactive and moody. Your either flying very high or feeling very low.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is medium.You are generally broad minded when it come to new things.But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it.You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.
The Five Factor Personality Test
WHOA. thats like so chim but still some parts of it sound pretty reasonable and true (:
I am super pissed off now. I am using my desktop to type this post... cos my laptop's wireless connection is so ... slow that I have to wait for more than 5 minutes for a page to load. I dunno the exact timing cos someone as impatient as me obviously wont bother to wait. I will just click on the 'x' and close that page. I am very tempted to scold the 'blardi' word but I am trying to stop myself. I think the urge is somehow due to the watching of 'Seeds of Chucky' just now. Oh man. Violence and blood. Trust me. I felt terribly giddy after watching it and it's scary. I screamed even though I was at home, the lighting was bright, my family members were around me and there is no hint of horror atmosphere at all, but just sticking my eyes to the television is enough to set my voicebox siren =P
Anyway I dunno how I am going to do chinese projects in the future... cos my laptop has chinese language but no internet. the printer is actually connected to my laptop. The desktop has super fast internet but no chinese language due to some reasons even though its window xp. What a great deal of inconveniences being caused. oh gosh. Shouldnt have recontracted the internet connection. Well I may be a gemini and I may be adaptable to changes, even sudden ones but not all. I am terribly sick of the fact that I have to leave my room and walk to the living room to use the computer... desktop to be more specific. ARGH. whatever. I shall go and do more quiz to destress myself and FYI I have lotsa homework undone and I have a LA test on Monday which is still in the un-revised state. Wish me luck.

Friday, February 10

venting anger

Riding an emotional roller coaster sarks big time. PERIOD.

gimme a break. how come it seems like no one understands.


weirdy me

ah I think I caught a flu and my voice sounds funny. I am not feeling any better although I am blasting the laptop speakers with Jaychou's songs and leaning on my favourite hello kitty cushion on my chair. My mood seems unstable and seriously I feel weird. I am charging my zen neeon now cos I will be going out tomorrow and in case some life events get on my nerves too much, I will just blast the speaker with my favourite emotional songs.

I just did two quizes at and the results are not accurate cos I am not in the right mood. Therefore they are not posted here. Today's not too bad a day I guess. HCL test was scary. It was hm easy but I just cant relax... as in I wasnt at eased at all when doing it. Ah. I hope I pass.

The highlight of the day will be Art Club. I always look forward to Art Club and I get really high on Fridays. Wearing the art club tee as an identity. I feel a sense of belonging to my cca. We took down the cny noticeboard decorations. Ok we didnt win any prizes this year. Yea you can laugh for all you want but we dont care. We did our best for the board, both the seniors and juniors. It may seem like a joke that Art Club didnt win. Well you are just plain ignorant laa. You dunno the tough process we went through and the difficulties we met with. It wasnt an easy journey. Laugh all you want and till your teeth all drop out. We will not give up !

Anyway we decided to decorate the board with a Vday theme. cos vday is next tue. Had lotsa fun discussing stuff with the comm. I acted like a fool at some part of the time and one reason why I enjoy art club is because I get to present my lame jokes to others and also to see others' reactions. hehehe. there was some 'matchmaking' part in today's meeting. All thanks to Cecilia and Juehui. ARGH. I hope no third party know about this ok! ><

Cecilia played some lame games with Charmaine, JueHui and me as well. And I made a fool of myself in front of everyone from art club. AH. Ultimate embarrassment. CECILIA!! YOUR FAULT LAA. =P oops i shouldnt be rude... afterall i am her maria =X... ever since that fateful day last year LOL. Art Club comm will all crack up whenever we are reminded of that fateful day. wahaha.

Wow I am finally laughing. but well it's not a true laughter from the heart. Ah what happened to me?! I can talk so much at one time and the next moment I am as silent as whatever-you-can-think-of. wdh. I need some privacy to myself. yes now. bye then.

how i wish i could revert back to my old self

Thursday, February 9

my inner blood type

no no. I am not blood type B. I am O+ leh. INACCURATE LAA. But the explanation is pretty correct. I invent and follow my own rules. I am a logical person... provided that the logics are invented by me (:

Your Inner Blood Type is Type B
You follow your own rules in life, even if you change the rules every day.Sure, you tend to be off the wall and unpredictable, but that's what makes you lovable.And even though you're a wild child, you have the tools to be a great success.You are able to concentrate intently - and make the impossible possible.
You are most compatible with: B and AB
Famous Type B's: Leonardo Di Caprio and

alright. that was my last quiz for the day. I am going to retire for the day and its not even eleven yet! But hey I need to alter my sleeping time slots now. I cant turn my day upside down and live like how I did when I was in germany. I took a few-hr nap in the noon and felt really energised after that. WHEE. I am going to sleep early today so that I can keep myself awake with a clear mind for tmr's HCL test. No preparation. High Risk though. and YAY. There is art club... And Valentine's Day is only 5 days away... =D

guardian angel, just where are you?

my love life secrets revealed

shark. this post is too revealing about my love life... how i wish i could not post it =P

deeply wounded. how true.

Your Love Life Secrets Are
Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves.
You've been deeply wounded in the past, and you're still recovering from that hurt.
It's important to you that your lover is very attractive. You like to have someone to show off.
In fights, you speak your mind and don't hold back. You know you're right, and you can get quite angry about it.
Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go.
Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

what kind of soul i am

this is pretty true. Anyone with Bright Star Soul or Dreaming Soul? =D Yay listening to jaychou's songs now. They still rock. Dunno wad's wrong with me today. The tune to either fa ru xue or feng kept playing in my ears ><
You Are a Newborn Soul
You are tolerant, accepting, and willing to give anyone a chance.On the flip side, you're easy to read and easily influenced by others.You have a fresh perspective on life, and you can be very creative.Noconformist and nontraditional, you've never met anyone who's like you.
Inventive and artistic, you like to be a trendsetter.You have an upbeat spirit and you like almost everything.You make friends easily and often have long standing friendships.Implusive and trusting, you fall in love a little too easily.
Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul
What Kind of Soul Are You?


WHEE. Blogthings has many new quizes and since I've nothing much to do I shall quiz... hehe. No homework today if I am not wrong... Yea deadline for chem poster is tomorrow and I am proud to announce that it is... COMPLETED (:

My mood has improved slightly these few days and I am sorrie if my behaviour/ mood has appeared to be offensive to anyone. Yesterday HCL lessons were funny esp Nicholas' group's skit. I laughed till I cried for the dunno-how-many times. Nicholas wore his sister's hairbands and acted as a Western and Eastern girl. LOL. The whole class fell into fits of giggles while watching them acting.

Nowadays school's life pretty much the same just that I am on an emotional roller coaster and I felt terrible sometimes and pretty ok the next. I've weird dreams at night too. I dreamt of my friends... and worse, I dreamt of him smsing me. Ok maybe it's no big deal to you. Just smsing wad? But it matters lots to me cos he havent sms me for a very LONG time. All the memories start flowing back and the fact that this month is his birthday month and valentine's day is just round the corner. PLUS I am reading PS I Love You by Cecilia Ahern. Nice book and it's too memories-provoking. It's all about guardian angels and the essence of childhood love. Yea I lead a complex life right? I just spend too much time complicating up my life, daydreaming and thinking about fantasy. But I CAN differentiate reality from fantasy. I live in reality. This following quiz totally describes me. I am forever in dilemmas cos I cant be decisive, at least not all the time.

You Are a Caramel Crunch Donut
You're a complex creature, and you're guilty of complicating things for fun.You've been known to sit around pondering the meaning of life...Or at times, pondering the meaning of your doughnut.To frost or not to frost? To fill or not to fill? These are your eternal questions.
What Donut Are You?

Btw I had my yan jiang on tuesday.It was pretty ok. JLS said it was good. Thankfully. If not I wld have been disappointed cos I worked really hard for the script. It was wholly translated and written by me, filled with emotions. LOL and after the yanjiang, I felt like I am an ambassador of SPCA. I think the class thought so too. LOL.

More quizes to come. Stay tune if you want to know more about what I am like. LOL.

Everyone needs a guardian angel.

so where's mine?

Sunday, February 5

geog rally speech

juehui and yiling just left. We met up this afternoon to do our geog rally speech project. We didnt complete it but we managed to get part of the speech done. WHEE at least there's some achievement.

After they left, i realised that my poor zen neeon had been playing music to the graph papers on my table the whole time. Apparently I forgot to switch it off and its battery is almost flat. Ah. We discussed our project, played daidee, did some fortune-telling stuff on my love life but apparently cos i dont have fate with that person so it wasnt successful. WHEE. and also did some astrology analysis. Ah my favourite (:

So hm I have this whole pile of homework waiting to be done. I shall go have my dinner and get started with them. There's SC investiture tmr. Btw i realised that I am exceptionally quiet today. Wonder if yl and jh realised it. Well I've be acting rather weird these days. I can be very noisy one moment and very quiet the next moment. Just what is my problem. Maybe I've too much to think about. Too much stuff in my mind and heart that i can hardly breathe. SIGH. I am off. Tata.

The key to my heart is lost forever.

ren ri. reunion dinner with yusheng

Went to my grandparents' house to celebrate ren ri. Today's the seventh day of lunar new year and so it's everyone's birthday (: Had a filling dinner and lao yu sheng. Yummy. Very fun. We were like going 'huat ah. huat ah' after we ran out of chengyu to say. haha. Only my 2nd uncle and my family plus my grandparents and maid there. Then my cousin's a real cutie. She is 1 year old and an aquarius so we click perfectly well tgt. She loves packet drinks so I was holding this chrysanthemum drink jus now and she stared at it.... Then she wouldnt stop after I let her have a sip. She kept wanting for more. Very cute little girl (:

Hm px, yl and jh will be coming to my house tomorrow afternoon to work on and complete our geography project aka the rally speech. And I shall try to complete as many hw as possible in the morning. In fact I am going to work on some now though it's already midnight.

And I desperately need a power adaptor to charge my zen neeon. I cant possibly switch on the laptop everytime i need to charge it mah. Haiyo so ma fan. Nvm I shall put up with the torture for the time being.

SC investiture on Monday. Argh. I still dunno if I should wear the long sleeve shirt to school or not. Maybe I should then can save my grandma from trouble of washing one more shirt.

I shall keep myself busy these days and not let my thoughts wander off to elsewhere. It's not going to benefit me in anyway. In fact it will only make my grades suffer.

Yep I am going to concentrate& focus and work hard. I am going to manage my time and thoughts properly. Prioritise my responsibilities. Most importantly work towards my goals and strive for the best. As for other stuff say friendship and romance, I will leave it to fate. Yes wholly to fate. As if like i will have the strength to go and alter fate laa. I will just accept what I am given and not brood over what I am not given. Wah if only it's easier done than said.

Nothing is impossible.

Saturday, February 4

bad mood day

Alright I woke up from my 4-hr nap at around 4pm, just in time to watch the I Not Stupid 2 Filming Special. Had my very-late lunch and ah I am feeling better, ie my mood is better than before.

Went to school this morning for SC Level Council Mtg. The mtg ended at around 12pm. I was feeling dao throughout the whole mtg. And I totally lack the energy to talk to people. Just feel like sleeping laa.

Here are some reasons to account for my bad mood:
1. I woke up late. Supposed to wake up at 8am but woke up at 830am instead. But luckily I reached school at 9am SHARP!

2. I did not have 8-hr of sleep. There, a sleepy person is a moody person.

3. My breakfast was too filling. Yes its true. It can totally spoil my mood when I get too bloated.

4. My brain's not coordinating well with my mouth. I am supposed to brainstorm for ideas but I kept asking others for ideas. bleah

5. I totally miss my YLMP Project mentors-mtg session. It was at 10am. I didnt ask to leave early cos I wasnt in the mood to talk to anyone. See! You're not paying attention to what I said earlier on ><

6. I was holding my bladder from 10am onwards till 11 plus. I drank too much water and I didnt want to interrupt the mtg by asking 'may I go to the toilet?'

7. The weather was cold and once I stepped out into the open, i felt the raindrops and it totally dampened my mood.

8. I feel uncomfortable in my yellow orientation 2005 tee. Too striking and A.A. I should've opted for a more dull colour and the yellow orientation tee wasnt my first choice last night. It totally dont reflect my mood. In fact it contradicts it!

9. I've a whole lot of homework and projects waiting to be done at home. Yes. And apparently none of them is done yet and after this post I will be going to my grandparents' hse for a reunion dinner. Came online to do research for my speech during HCL lessons and on the Heavenly Creatures film.

10. Getting scolded for something you didnt do totally sark.

Yes whole 10 reasons to account for my bad mood. ARGH. I wanted to go to Plaza Sing for the YLMP proj ect meeting so that I can drop by Spotlight to get stuff for vday gifts. But never mind, I shall try to be more optimistic. I get to save the MRT fare and earned 4-hr of sleep.

wow. I am SO glad ><

I've to go. Before my mother starts nagging and spoils my mood entirely all over again. I shall try to control my temper next time and be less dao.

As long as you're happy. No license to care.

Friday, February 3

art club amazing race

Today's a fun day! I've always liked Fridays cos the weekend's just tomorrow and the lessons are quite slack and most importantly there is Art Club!!

For HCL today, we did our Chi proj presentation. It was kinda erh messy cos impromptu and it was becos of me that my group had to present first. I am register number ONE (: Sorrie ppl.

JLS showed us Pei Yu's group's powerpoint presentation. Ah totally impressive. Like it very much... the way they compared the eastern and western heroes. The theme is clear and the powerpoint just rocks hehe.

Got our biology test back. I could have done better though Ms Loh wrote a 'gd' beside my marks. I really could have done better laa. Argh. I cant believe that I forgot what is the top right chamber of the heart called. It's called 'right atrium' and in my answer for that particular question, i only wrote 'right a' cos I suddenly couldnt remember what the chamber is called. I was thinking about 'artery', 'arterioles' and couldnt remember that it is called 'atrium'. AH. Nvm I will do better next time.

Maths was on cumulative frequency. We drew graphs with timings given and I was not able to complete the graph within the time limit. Must work harder.

CME was pretty ok. Mr Kiw told us some enlightening stuff about humans are in fact the most scary creatures in the world and we are the most helpless when at birth. Other animals are more independent compared to us. Say the turtles, they know how to feed and crawl to the ocean right after hatching from their eggs, the baby giraffe will try to stand up on their own despite falling umpteen times and finally could stand on their feet. Mr Kiw's lessons are always filled with stories. I admit that i felt rather drowsy during the lesson cos I only had 4 hours of sleep last night... But I managed to pay attention and did not fall asleep.

Ah btw my left foot's not hurting as much as yesterday... it magically became better after a night's sleep. woohoo.

We had pizza during LA which were the last two periods. Yummy. Right now my favourite restaurants:
1) Cafe Cartel
2) Pizza Hut
3) Yoshinoya
4) Sakae Sushi
5) Ya Kun Kaya Toast

LOL they are subjected to change at any time and varies according to my mood and craving at that point of time.

I like beverages from Cafe Cartel... esp latte. I like Polar's Latte too... Teeheehee.

Alright then after lessons, went to sec3 study area for a short SC mtg. Next week's timetable's from day6 to day10. So there will be SC investiture on Monday. Lucky my foot not so pain le. If not I cant figure out how I am going to walk around with the court shoes.

Then me and shumin were trying to save the precious life of a can of white paint. And in the end, both of us dirtied our hands and skirts lol. Then we were split into our different departments and Li Li announced that there will be a level council mtg tmr at 9am at canteen. erh ya. should be if i didnt remember wrongly...

Ya then after that I went back to class to help with the preparation for Art Club Orientation Amazing Race. I was cutting the drawing boards for the lots for my station then I dunno wad happened but I just snipped the area between my left index finger and thumb with the scissors I was holding and duh it started bleeding profusely. I felt so stoopid lorhs. Cutting myself. I was shocked by the sudden pain in my hand. Dunno what I was thinking of at that point of time laa.

Then went down to Art Club Room. Started copying copies of the different stations' details. Then went off to our respective stations. My station was in 4J classroom. WHEE. So I took my stuff to the fourth storey. Then realised I forgot to bring two stools up so I went down again then up again. After that seeing that no group had arrived yet so I went to refill my water bottle. Then the groups started coming and at one point of time, 3 groups came at the same time. Then I was on popular demand. hahas.

Then after 4 groups left, I waited for a very long time for the last group to arrive. Ok it might not be very long but I was waiting alone ma so one minute will be like one century =P After that I went around to look for the other station masters but I left my stuff in 4j clsrm cos I lazy to bring them around.

Then erm went back to art room. Something happened. And it got on the committee's nerves. Yep then me and juehui went to 4j to get the stuff down then went for break. While I was watching my hands... ohya i painted my left arm and fist with the orange paint... wrote 'art club' and drew a heart. You can tell how bored I was while waiting for the group to arrive bahs. lol. Then I heard someone shouting very loudly in the canteen. Ah. Ok thats how far I am elaborating on the incident.

So I bought food and Jue Hui bought drinks. We couldnt stand it anymore so we left the food and drinks with Chip and the rest while we headed off to the art club room with some important missions.

Then we went back to the canteen to makan. I ate very slowly so Cecilia they all went back first. Juehui stayed with me. thnks (: Then npcc were having some kind of party thingy at the canteen with music and all. Then most of them were in red clothes... so I guess it should be some kind of cny thingy bahs. Then some guys were wearing cheongsam... hahas. Then went back to art club room. They were having debriefing then we were dismissed. Early dismissal. It was only 5 plus. Then me and jh went to canteen to make phone calls. Cos my hp no batt and I lazy to change batt so jus use the phonecard which i was given long time ago~ Then me and jh sat down at the round table to watch the 'fashion show' by npcc ppl. LOL very funny and cute de lo. They were dressed with the theme as cny i think. There was this guy who wore a cheongsam and pants and his hair was tied up with 2 yellow hairbands. hahahas. Kept laughing lorh. The whole npcc was high.... so envious. they got to party... they had amazing race earlier too i think.

Then the fashion show ended so me and jh went to the foyer. Chatted with Dawn then my dad came and I went off. After reaching home i karped some cny snacks. Ah guilty. Anyway then I watched channel8 tv prog then started cutting out the stars thingy as prize tag for cny games prizes. I cut them out from coloured cards then I waited for my grandma to finish bathing before I can bathe then in the end i fell asleep. till 7pm then when i woke up I just poke one end of the stars I cut into the wound I obtained earlier in the day. Ah. Blood spurred out again. Then went to wash the wound. The pain worsened. I must really learn my lesson and stop being a sotong. It's not the first time I cut myself with a scissors while cutting some other stuff. hahas.

ah there's ylmp project mentor-mtg session tmr at dhob ghaut mrt at 10am. Guess i will be late since the lvl council mtg will most probably end at 10am. Nvm i will chiong down to plaza singapura right after the mtg. Then maybe after the mtg i will drop in at spotlight to see if there's any stuff i can get to make vday gifts. Hmmm then maybe I can get latte from Cafe Cartel. Whee. Then I will go home and wash up before going to my grandparents' hse for another reunion dinner, this time with abalone and yu sheng =D

Starhub ppl coming to my hse on Sunday's afternoon to fix cable tv... then jh, yl and px coming to do project. woohoo busy weekend. I must finish hw asap. My brother kept pestering me to try playing maplestory and now i am checking out the website ><

Btw i've restarted my habit of listening to Music Diary on FM 93,3 every weekday at 8pm. I listened to it just now but the story wasnt that of a romance... and the reception was totally lousy laa. I think they've released another Music Diary CD. It's going up on my wishlist (:

life with friends is simply bliss (:

Thursday, February 2

my day

I am supposed to be doing Chinese project now but I have no idea what to do. Ah. Some highlights of the day:

1) mood-swing days. no elaboration needed har?

2) Interaction period was about portfolio preparation ah. What should be my theme this year? Last year was rainbow. This year? Let me think first.

3) Chemistry- 2 periods. Some interactive and enriching activity which Mrs Phua thought of. Each of us was supposed to come up with 5 questions with answers from the textbook about Metals. Then we were to exchange the questions with someone who is not sitting right beside us. I got Cecilia's questions in the end and her questions were exactly her style. Just my luck har? =P

One of the questions: Why is Eiffel Tower made of iron and not alloy.
The textbook didnt provide the answer to this question so I asked Cecilia who is sitting right in front of me for the answer and she told me 'because alloying not discovered at that time mah'. Ok I wrote that down.

Then we passed the questions which we did to another person but not the one who came up with the questions to mark the answers. I marked Shi Ling's questions& Shumin's answers. Then Shu Min who was marking my answers checked with Mrs Phua regarding the question on Eiffel Tower and guess wad. The answer provided by Cecilia was brilliantly correct. Mrs Phua said it was because alloy was not common at that time. Eiffel Tower was built in 1889 if I did not remember wrongly. And I climbed it last year woohoo. Splendid scenery from above and I would definitely like to climb it again hm maybe ten years down the road with someone special (:

Ah digression. bleah.

4) Biology. Drew vegetables in the lab. Not too bad. Drawing the ginger stem was interesting. I felt like I was drawing some kind of map. WHEE.

5) There wasnt any evaluation for CNY celebration. It should be a good thing for me. Not really in the mood to evaluate whatever that happened yesterday. I've collated the scores which were not collated by Colin and Jun Ru and there I've come up with the winners for CNY Games.

6) Saw Guppy's tag. WHEE. You sound horribly fierce yesterday, you frightened me lor. Boohoo. Glad that you've found your soccer ball and that Shu Min and I can keep our money in our pockets =D And please take care of it from now onwards. Keep it in somewhere safe and inaccessible by strangers. LOL

7) Went TM with Pei Yu after school. Bought movie tickets for I Not Stupid Too. Then ate lunch with Pei Yu at Yoshinoya. Yummy. I ate super slowly as usual. My mechanical digestion rate is deteriorating really badly.

8) Bought a perfect belated birthday present for Jue Hui. Ah its so perfect that I want it for my birthday too. LOL i am adding it to my wishlist.

9) Met my mom and brother outside GV at 4pm for the movie. Not watching with Pei Yu cos she watched before le. My brother bought nachos combo and i karped some nachos from him hahas. The movie was great.. simply touching. The beginning was very funny. Then everyone kept laughing. Shawn looks great in the movie. lol. very charismatic and good-looking hehehe. Anyway, in the middle part of the movie and towards the end, ah the touching and sad part. I heard that many people cried while watching. And it's no surprise I did too. Esp the part when Jerry told his parents that he stole because he wanted to buy 1 hour of his dad's time so that he can go for his performance. Ohmy. I cant remember from which part of the movie did my tears started falling laa. But ever since they started falling, they formed a fountain and never stopped. They totally wet my collar. LOL so I didnt want to make it obvious to my brother and mother and other people that I was crying... There were some girls who were making lotsa noises and sound effects at the back of the cinema. I was sitting 6 rows from the screen. Not too near but not somewhere I will choose if I have more choices. Ya so they were like making 'aw' sounds when Shawn and Joshua appeared on the screen. bleah. I am sure the audience will appreciate it if they keep their opinions to themselves lol. It's not like we needed any reminders about how good-looking the two guys are ;)

After watching the movie, I bought a billabong pink water bottle from 77th street. Ah second thing off my wishlist. WHEE. Then went down to popular to get table tennis balls for art club amazing race. Went home after that.

Pia chi proj till 2 am plus... my eyes were feeling very tired and sore... cos of the tears laa.

Wednesday, February 1

cny games& shopping wid geneve

ah just a short post before I start doing some constructive stuff for the day.

Today's dhs cny celebration as well as the implement of the long-waited cny games. Hm I am not going to elaborate about the games... Just some highlights. The beginning of the lower sec games was terrible. I was in a terrible mood and I am sorrie if i scream at anyone... knowingly. Things were so messy.

Upper sec games was slightly better but there's still some confusion present. I am sorrie for the lousy routes done by me. I am really sorrie about it.

A big thank you to all Station ICs and Station Masters for helping out... putting up with my sotongness, ap-ness and whatsoever attitude.

Thanks to 4E, Dinah, Elizabeth, Colin and Shu Min for helping to clean up 4E's classroom. And sorrie to 4E for the mess resulting from the station.

Thanks to the school attendant who helped us sweep the flour from the corridor of Block A fourth level.

Thanks to the station ICs specifically Shu Min, Jazreen, Karmen, Yao Lu, Colin and Geneve for the coordinating of the games.

Thanks to Mrs Tan and Mdm Stella John.

Last but not the least, I want to thank everyone in DHS for participating in the games though not entirely enthu about it... but thanks for putting up with it.

I can only say one thing: I am glad that everything is over. Really glad.

It was as traumatising an experience as that of last year's youth day's stage coordinating. I worked with the same people (Shu Min, Geneve, Colin) and the similar event of the signing of IOU took place. No no i am not saying it's traumatising working with them kaes. It was really great to work with them. They are level-minded people while i am one who gets freaked out when something unexpected happens so they neutralize out the situation. Yups. Really nice and memorable experiences working with them. Like what i was telling geneve just now, funny things happened everytime we worked together and we had a good laugh. And everytime i think of these things i will crack up laughing.

Ok like i was saying, yup organizing or coordinating an event is not easy. I worry, I fear, I fret over every single thing. I get freaked out when something goes wrong. I am totally sotong sometimes if not all the time. But i am glad I persevered. There might be tears there might be sweat there might be sleepless nights. It's over and somehow it's worth it (: (to some extent)

I am not totally looking forward to the evaluation for cny celebration tmr. But still feedback will help to improve on the games. And the cny games will become part and parcel of my sec sch life... after today, it becomes part of my memories.

I couldnt sleep last night. Ok laa. slept for 4 hours. Kept thinking and thinking about the game stations but i didnt think about the routes where the major problem lies. I am thankful that geneve called me last night to finalise stuff with me. I am thankful that the station ics met up this morning to finalise stuff. I am really apologetic about the routes. Ah. I was too selfish. I didnt realise that it can be read vertically and horizontally. ah. really very very sorrie. if only the routes were not problematic, everything would have been better... yes definitely better. I am sorrie.

Ok I wont talk about the games anymore, so much being a cny celebration. Shall change the topic before i start sinking into depression stage.

alright. hm after potluck, went to parkway parade with geneve then walked about... bought belgian chocolate ice blended from coffee bean. Erm not bad. It was bitter at first but it became sweet then too sweet for me. Ah I still prefer latte. the best.

After a while, we decided to go citylink mall. It was so coincident that both of us like citylink mall and surfer brands. lol then met 4i ppl there... met huishan also. Then we bought similar pencil cases. She bought the orange one and me the pink duh.

then walked about... went suntec then marina sq. then finally went home. Had a great time shopping with geneve. Let's take neoprints together next tym!

Hm thats about it. So many sorries and thank yous in jus one post. My mood has taken a dip right down into the ground.

before i end, just erm 2 more sorries.

Sorrie to yanchun aka guppy? Really very sorrie.

Sorrie to shumin. I shouldnt have gotten you into the soup especially since i was the one who started it.

Life's a promise; fulfill it.