Monday, May 29

what's my international flava?

***what's your international flava? ***

Daring and Delicious

You have some reservations about eating different foods, but for the most part, you're willing to try new things. The perfect international foods for you are familiar enough, but offer exciting flavors that will bring you far away from your daily peanut butter and jelly sandwich. The perfect ethnic foods for you are Thai and Mediterranean food--two types of cuisines full of rich spices and options so you'll find something you can enjoy. Hit up your local Thai restaurant for some Pad Thai (a dish made with noodles, peanuts and chicken or shrimp) and your mouth will get a tasty treat or take trip to the Mediterranean by trying some delicious falafel, a fried ball of chick peas that you can eat in a pita with some hummus. Yum!

what's your international flava?

Saturday, May 27

my future career

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blissful birthday. loved me (:

ah i feel loved. my darling friends wishing me happy birthday on msn... smsing me. wheee.

blissful life.

biollo is so wrong.

there is something blissful in life.

i know it.

cos i am experiencing it!

thanks loads to those who gave me birthday greetings!!!

Friday, May 26

what movie am i?

Annabel, if you were a movie, you'd be a Suspenseful Thriller

Nothing is simple. Especially you. Like your movie match, you've got lots of plot twists, and you'd like to keep it that way. That's right, you're no open book.Whether or not you actually lurk in the shadows, you do like to keep people in the dark sometimes. Mysterious and enigmatic, you keep people guessing. When they think they've got you figured out, you enjoy throwing a curve ball their way. Maybe it's the element of surprise that tickles your fancy. Perhaps it's the shock value. Or maybe you're just intensely private. In any case, you keep life intriguing and unpredictable. And that's what makes you such an interesting individual.

what movie am i?

Annabel, if you were a movie, you'd be a Suspenseful Thriller

Nothing is simple. Especially you. Like your movie match, you've got lots of plot twists, and you'd like to keep it that way. That's right, you're no open book.Whether or not you actually lurk in the shadows, you do like to keep people in the dark sometimes. Mysterious and enigmatic, you keep people guessing. When they think they've got you figured out, you enjoy throwing a curve ball their way. Maybe it's the element of surprise that tickles your fancy. Perhaps it's the shock value. Or maybe you're just intensely private. In any case, you keep life intriguing and unpredictable. And that's what makes you such an interesting individual.

what kind of friend am i ?

Annabel, you're a Sympathetic Sidekick

No one ever accused you of not having a soft side. And that's why friends flock to your sympathetic ear and well-thought-out advice. You are tuned in to the world around you, and you are always looking for ways to bring people together and enjoy each other's company. While some people might have one or two close friends, you like to spread your wings and socialize with any number of people. You are open-hearted and free-spirited, making it easy for you to find common ground with anyone you meet. Keep up the good work ? everyone could use a friend like you.

my cinderella story (:

Annabel, in your Cinderella story, you'd get to Live Happily Ever After

When it comes to setting goals, you're not afraid to reach high. How else would you explain wanting to be the belle of the ball, winning the heart of the prince, showing those evil stepsisters who's boss, and ruling the kingdom? You're a girl with goals, and you go after them.

Let's face it: You're not one to sit around and wait for life to happen. If the driver has the night off, you'd probably proudly take the reigns of your pumpkin coach and drive yourself to the party. You're not the type to have a team of servants at your beck and call although that wouldn't be so horrible, now would it? But if good ol' Prince Charming has anything to say about it, you won't have to lift a finger when you move into the castle together ? unless you want to. And with your varied interests and natural drive to get what you want, you're sure to be true royalty in no time. And that's a happily ever after worth sharing.

dvc movie

hmm the computer's speakers not working as usual which means i cant listen to 'kiss goodbye'. Charging my zen neeon for tmr... so means i cant listen to fm radio. I dont feel like blogging but i think i should blog since i am online and not chatting with too many people.

went for tuition at sp jus now. Dad gave me a ride there then I went to popular and ntuc. I was very sleepy so bought a box of mentoes to energize myself. Then after 1 and half hour, tuition over and I walked out of the tuition centre... only to hear that very familiar song...

only love...

the chorus was playing at that time and I was curious about why the song was blasting so loud then i realised that people are dancing social dance to that song. whoa cool. When i reached the place itself, they were dancing to one song which was played during the social dancing lessons i attended for cip. cool! budden i dont have the talent to dance leh. so sad lor.

i've been visiting pretty regularly nowadays cos I think their daily horoscopes are rather accurate... and they have a 'quote of the day' daily.

Reader's quote of the day is:
"If you judge people, you have no time to love them." (Mother Teresa)--Fernanda, 16, Salt Lake City, UT

YES. how true. and when you judge people, you tend to overlook their talents and thus hinder them in unleash their potential. that appeals to that particular someone.

Teachers, no matter is tutors or instructors or whatever, should never judge their students by their abilities. ok at least thats what i think. hmm my ambition is faltering... but luckily not fading.

have cip tmr. i am quite excited. haha. 4j meeting at dhoby ghaut. so cool lor. like class gathering like that.

ohya watched dvc today. 2h 30 min movie. nc16. disappointing. draggy. not thrilling enough. disgusting scenes. not in-depth. lotsa parts edited. ending sarks. novel better.

thats my personal comments. dont not watch the movie becos of what i say. but i doubt my comments will have any impact on your decision well anyway its good or rather, better to read the novel before watching the movie... easier to understand but even though i read le i still quite blur during the movie.

one gd thing abt the movie is that it gives you some visual ideas of what the novel is talking about. i especially like the part when Teabing introduces The last supper painting to Sophie.

and btw the six of us actually screamed together at some parts of the movie as if like we are watching a horror movie. LOL.

i want to laugh when i see my horoscope for tmr. the special day of mine in 2006 that will mark the start of my maturity lol.

Your horoscope forSaturday, May 27, 2006
You have the whole summer ahead of you, and today's new moon will give you a treasure trove of ideas for projects and activities. You might be inspired to do something drastic to change your image to make it more obvious that you're open to new relationships. A change in your hair or makeup could help you appear as warm and friendly as you really are.

LOL well i actually suggested to jh that i might tie up my hair in two pigtails tmr. but upon further thinking better not. i will be doing cip. i dont want to 'attract' attention laa. but if a.a then can collect more funds also worth it. LOL see first

btw jh, you are losing ur bet! hehehehe

but only love can say... try again or walk away

Tuesday, May 23

whoa. cip lobang (:

yoohoo LA proposal done. Ying Qing and I are efficient people kkaes (:

There's a new CIP lobang currently... DHS, in collaboration with HCJC. Sth like the MINDS ticket selling thing last yr but I think this time will be slightly more challenging. There will be announcement made tmr morning during flag raising. Listen carefully for more details.

Anyway I might be doing CIP on that very special day of mine... lol its like so fast. but I am not counting down to it like how i did for the opening of dvc movie. I am weird ><

haiya. my legs are really ugly now. all thanks to those stupid mosquito bites. today's a fun day... I wasnt as high as yesterday but still I maintained a certain satisfactory level of optimism.

Ohya went to support 4j guys for interclass yesterday. apparently me and jh were the only two supporters other than the 2 reserve players. But i was super enthu laa and screamed and cheered lol. 4j vs 4b. 4j lost but its ok. they did their best. At least their score wasnt zilch or sth. yeppp good job! (:

went for konghwa tutoring today. quite ok but very tired today so abit sian diao.

gtg print LA proposal and do some constructive stuff. smsed jh jus now. feel so weird msging her cos too used to talking to her on the phone =D

kk. thanks to liwen... for sending me wangleehom's songs !

mosquitoes are sickening cann~!!

Ur attitude determines the mood of the day =D

ah ha. from the title of this post, you should know that I am enlightened. lol really its true. start your day off with a whole lot of confidence and optimism. Even if that particular day might not be the best day in your life, it wld not be the worst day at least (:

aiya very difficult to concentrate on blogging now. discussing abt LA with yq. Shall blog more later. cya.

yay me and liwen have become gd friends =D cos we've the same commitment and interest.

Volunteer work rules!

some people are meant to be forgotten but some memories are meant to be cherished forever...

Saturday, May 20

National Young Leaders' Day 2006

Went to National Young Leaders' Day Talk at Singapore Expo Max Pavilion today. Inspirational talk. I am seriously motivated, which explains my 'high-ness' right after the talk. It was a really great experience.

Currently talking on the phone. very hard to concentrate on blogging leh. haiya nth to blog abt anyway. no one to talk to online... mosquitoes gonna start feasting on my legs. ah.

anyway i managed to get my bio textbook from school. thnks to CS handover party... the school not closed. wheeee.

i went jogging jus now and i fell down. wdh. almost sprained my left ankle then brushed my right knee against the ground. What an awkward pose... my knee is currently bruised argh.

ultimate MALU-NESS.

gtg byeee.

Friday, May 19

finally the weekend is here

woohoo finally the weekend is here! I did not intend to come online but since my brother just finished using it and i happened to want to find shumin online, here i am. Apparently this twin of mine has this super duper bad habit and thats not replying my smses >< meanie!

anyway today's not too bad a day. Had NE quiz... it was quite fun but the last era's buildings were really expensive! lol i was abit blur and didnt noe that I was supposed to click on the ? to answer the questions. but anyway it was a great experience.

did not really sleep last night cos I scared I will woke up late again this morning. I managed to reach sch in time. whee.

geog lessons were interesting. ms pear definitely rekindled my interest in the subject. Its not that Mrs Lai extinguished my flame of interest but just that i kinda lost hope after seeing my SA1 results. Ah. shant talk abt it. its merely another bad case of disappointment.

Interclass was yesterday. I didnt blog last night cos have tuition then very tired... anyway interclass was pretty ok. I didnt play in the match. whee thats a gd thing for me. Liwen injured her leg and was stubborn enough to subject her wound to infection ><

we actually managed to score the first goal in the match. BRAVO! but we lost anyway. still I think that 4j girls performed really well. Dont be depressed. Dont be sad. It's jus a game. a friendly match. there were some insults and stuff but everything was fine in the end, just like how the rainbow always shines after a storm =D

as for the guys' bball match, they won 4A easily and we were quite astonished with their bball skills. They are really pro. sehh i must say. the match against 4d was tough and yea we lost but the guys had done their best =)

G O O D J O B. Good job good job. Good Job 4J!! (:

after interclass, we walked to kfc for a mini cls celebration or whatsoever. It was a really mini cls gathering. only 13 ppl went. (Kindly refer to Shumin's blog for the specific names). ate the fish fillet burger then couldnt finish the mashed potato and coleslaw so gave the others. after that rushed home then to tuition. I actually managed to reach the centre in time. whee.

as for today, nth much happened. i was abit moody. no cca today. stayed back to take photos with jls and the other students lol. smiled for the camera until my face numb leh. ohya we received our dhs dolls and my grandma got a shock when she opened the bag containing the dolls cos she only saw the hair. lol. the dolls were not as nice as expected. but nvm the school needs building funds =D

Interaction period was used for discussion for LA documentary. And I got insulted abt having the passion for volunteer work. but i didnt bother to explain. some people jus dont get it laa.

my left wrist is hurting now as I typed this post. I think i kinda hurt it when i was turning my wrist and adjusting the positions of the fingers when applying the left hand rule during physics lessons. I actually managed to enlighten twin on the left hand rule. well cos i am a good teacher and twin's a smart student ma =D

haiya its late and i should go and sleep. goodnight. theres a long young leaders talk tmr at singapore expo. woohoo and dvc is showing in cinemas !!

i thought so.
only to realise it was merely a deception.
An illusion i brought upon myself.
Ha. in fact it was merely a feeling of numbness.
the feeling of never daring to love again.
goodbye, memories~

Wednesday, May 17


grr i hate today. So stressed. All thanks to that L.A prince assignment. wdh. I didnt know that the all 4 critical response questions have to be answered so I initally jus picked ques2, wrote two pathetically short paragraphs on a new foolscap and told shumin I've completed and smiled. Then i realised that have to do all. bummer.

There's bio viva in the first period and I am lucky number ONE. It wasnt that scary though I was quite unsure about my prounounciation of some terms of the chapter. It was pretty short and I was shocked that it was over before i realised it. I was like ' huh thats all ?' then mrs tan smiled at me and said 'ya'. LOL. There was this point of time when I was at a loss of words. Could feel the butterflies in my stomach but I finally managed to mouth something out and whoa i think its correct. haha

after bio was phy prac. Today's prac totally @#$%^&^%$%$ laa. Cecilia and I were big blur queens. I dont understand the instructions and I was trying to follow what cecilia was doing and apparently cecilia was unclear of what to do and everyone around us seemed to know what they were doing. ah. lucky liwen gave me a clear explanation =) But still my timing were inaccurate... decreasing then increasing. ah. Managed to obtain all the sets of readings and for the calculation part, i shall deal with that later, after doing my csp proj. WHERE IS MS KOH SHU MIN?! WHY IS SHE NOT REPLYING ME ON MSN?!!???!?!?!

anyway cme was after phy and mr kiw was apparently not so happy about us returning back to class late. We are starting on the family planning topic i think. Then he was asking ' do you look for a tan lian ai de dui xiang or a good spouse?' or sth of that sort. Then i was telling shumin ' huh where got think until so far de?!' lol I dun even dare to think abt finding my mr right now la. my results sark. totally. So disappointed with myself.

Ohya went for lunch with shiling, joanne and liwen at kallang kfc after soccer training yesterday. then we were discussing about how hard it is to find a boyfriend in the education industry. LOL seriously its a fact. then they said to secure one in uni first lo. but want to secure one is one thing. can or cannot secure is another thing laa. maybe i will just be a social worker and spend my whole life serving the community. Yea lonely but meaningful ma :D

alright that was plain digression. Back to today's lessons. You know why I hate today? yea i mentioned above le right. About that stupid LA assignment. Was trying to do it during recess. Then there's still prac report. But heck care prac report.

After recess was e&i. liwen and cecilia were trying to teach me how to spin a marker between my index and middle fingers but they are jus not flexible enough la. Had a great time laughing but that aside, our e&i project is worth worrying about.

ah shumin's back, finally.

after e&i was...LA. I shant talk abt it. I definitely didnt enjoy today's lesson, not like I have ever enjoyed the dominating lessons. One thing worth mentioning would be we have another LA essay to do and it's due after june hols.

listening to jj's zhi dui ni shuo on 4j cls blog. the music coming out of the speaker sounds abit creaky or... haiya dunno how to describe but the speakers definitely are lousy ohman.

After LA was CSP. jls use it to teach hcl. then we watched two meaningful mv. one is about childhood which i like very much. The other one is about mother de. Then we had to rush the comprehension cos jls wanted to go through but in the end, she wanted to collect. Sigh. Then while we were doing, mdm nora came to our class. MDM NORA LEHHH!!! Our dearest form teacher. Then when i saw her motherly figure i started tearing uncontrollably. Ok it may sound stupid but i was jus so emo laa. Perhaps it was becos today too stressed le then see mdm nora jiu.. cannot control lo. Then everyone was like so startled to know that i cried. so embarrassing. second time crying in sch. after that mother's day emo event.

lunch was skipped. had to complete assignment. Chemistry. Went through prac test and test which i did badly for. I have the interest in chem but I am not excelling in it. Hence i conclude that interest is not equivalent to excellence.

Ms Lim came late for maths but she appeared to be very calm. haha. got back maths assignments. did pretty well. My tests sark but my assignments might pull the grade up, hopefully.

For csp, we were walking down to go bsp room, only to realise that mr fong has booked the room. we went back to class then headed to comp lab 3. was moody at that time. cos of my results. but after a while jiu ok le cos started playing with joanne, liwen and huishan. joanne got bullied. aw poor joanne. haha

after that went back to pia LA then went down to canteen to get food. I am guilty of eating 5 wantons. no 4. cos darren karped some.

practised soccer at walless classroom but too noisy and too little space so went down but field was occupied then we went to some ulu place behind the sec1 clsroom in blk a and practised there. pretty good environment. it was fun jus that my leg is hurting now. the soles of my right foot hurt badly... must be due to the para para dancing during the weekend. not really para para dancing. more like para para jumping. lol

took bus home and reached around 7pm. whoa so late. my mom and dad went to some opening ceremony of planet fitness at pp. my dad usually goes to suntec's planet fitness but cos pp got le then nearer so my dad's going there instead. i wan to go oso lehhs =P shall go with him one day and see the facilities inside o.O

whoa channel 8 9pm show is getting exciting. the bad guy always gets his retribution >< never do evil. alright better go to csp proj and not leave shumin in the lurch lol.

love is but an embellishment of life...

Monday, May 15

moody day. as usual laa ><

erm I am feeling much better than in school just now. Service learning competitions are tedious and make me so upset. Argh detest them. I really hope that my peers can understand how I feel. I tried my very best to control my emotions. I didnt cry just now despite that large extent of rottenness I felt. Instead, I felt numb. I dunno how to react and how my teacher and friends expected me to react. Should I be angry? Should I be sad? Or happy and relieved? No idea. Thats why I chose to be emotionless which proved to be quite unsuccessful as I appeared to be upset.

Ah that might be a whole load of crap to you and I cant be bothered to explain what happened. Took a cab with yuhan and huanglin to peaceconnect to get Ms Phyllis to sign our endorsement form. Then went to bugis... Went to yoshinoya for lunch... then to bras basah's second-hand bookstores. Ah interesting experience. It was my first time going to second hand bookshops or at least I think so laa. I am used to patronizing Popular, Kino and MPH hehehe.

erm went to Icon. Nth much but a whole load of stairs to climb before reaching the shops. Our poor legs.

Today's assembly's really niceeee. Watched Royston Tan's short films then we had a Patrick's mini concert. LOL. you know that patrick guy from singapore idol I? I didnt watch though. Only got to know about him just now.

hmmm. there's soccer practice tmr. I am kinda excited laa. after eating so much during the weekend and today. I really should sleep early tonight. Slept at 330am on saturday and 230am last night. All thanks to the ... (fill in the blanks) ...

I am chatting happily on msn now (:

i need motivation!

Sunday, May 14

bad temper of mine

argh. dammit.

i feel angry.

But i dunno why.

I just dont feel happy.

My bad temper's getting really bad lately.

I wonder who can tolerate it.

No one I bet.

Except my family members.


went to bishan to pass janice and merchandise. her rabbits are really adorable! ah and her home's really niceeeeee... and modern. what a wasted trip to j8. wanted to get myself a pair of new slippers or whatever that is called. but dammit i jus got into this terrible mood and felt like going home.

I can conclude that when i am in a bad mood, shopping doesnt help. I can only shop when i am in the RIGHT mood. There, I am off to complete the service learning projects. Ah sometimes opinions just clash and deadlines not met.

I have to learn to relax

Saturday, May 13

hungry& stressed

I am super hungry now. I managed to complete the two chemistry ws with lotsa chemistry questions... wah do until wanna die despite my love with chemistry. got a few questions dunno how to do though.

My stomach's grumbling like crazy. And i feel super stressed. Will be going to my grandparents' for some Mother's Day feast later... which means I've to finish my part for the service learning competitions by this afternoon.

haiya. I really feel like going out. The whole place is super noisy cos they are renovating some centre downstairs. Hate those knocking and drilling noises.

ah gimme some serenity cann!!!

i am dying of curiosity but no i am not initiating anything at all.

Friday, May 12


dammit i am so damn pissed off. I type a whole long post jus now and the computer jus hanged. It didnt hang for no reason. It hanged cos my brother was plucking some cable into and out of the computer.

dammit dammit. to think i was still so high about the intensive soccer training we had in the afternoon. dammit laa.

argh. i am so burning mad that i cant even concentrate on my cip project... wdh. i am not re-typing the post... not when i am still so pissed off.

i need some anger management course!

Thursday, May 11

Correction for my mistake

eh. the results for the 'key to my heart' quiz is the same for the previous time oso. made a mistake paiseh. gtg sleep goodnight =)

lotsa quizs

Your Deadly Sins
Envy: 60%
Pride: 60%
Greed: 40%
Sloth: 40%
Gluttony: 0%
Lust: 0%
Wrath: 0%
Chance You'll Go to Hell: 29%
You will die at the hands of a jealous lover. How ironic.
How Sinful Are You?

whoa. how interesting.

You Have A Type A- Personality
You are one of the most balanced people aroundMotivated and focused, you are good at getting what you wantYou rule at success, but success doesn't rule you.
When it's playtime, you really know how to kick backWhether it's hanging out with friends or doing something you love!You live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds
Do You Have a Type A Personality?

You Are The Opposite of Machiavellian
You don't have a cynical, power hungry bone in your body.Honest and kind, you believe being a good person is the most important thing.While your upstanding morals should be admired, be careful!You're at risk for being manipulated and toyed with.
How Machiavellian Are You?

Your World View
You are a fairly broadminded romantic and reasonably content. You value kindness and try to live by your ideals. You have strong need for security, which may be either emotional or material.
You respect truth and are flexible. You like people, and they can readily make friends with you. You are not very adventurous, but this does not bother you.
What Is Your World View?

Your Brain's Pattern
You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy.You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts.People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused.But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.
What Pattern Is Your Brain?

lol 100% agree. i am a dreamer ^^

Your Stress Level is: 49%
You are somewhat prone to stress, especially when life gets hard.When things are good, you resist stressing over little problems.But when things are difficult, you tend to freak out and find it hard to calm down.
How Stressed Are You?

how true =D

Your Luck Quotient: 65%
You have a high luck quotient.More often than not, you've felt very lucky in your life.You may be randomly lucky, but it's probably more than that.Optimistic and open minded, you take advantage of all the luck that comes your way.
How Lucky Are You?

The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

true till extent of eeriness. the results varies from the last one i took.

What's my ideal relationship

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating
You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.But you may be ready in a couple of years.You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

whoa. i think this is the same results I've gotten the previous time... too.

What gender is my brain ?

Your Brain is 73% Female, 27% Male
Your brain leans femaleYou think with your heart, not your headSweet and considerate, you are a giverBut you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!
What Gender Is Your Brain?

Comments for Twin's latest post

Hm just read twin's latest blog entry and yea I am commenting on it. Not on the tanjeefee part but the chinese proverb part.

Shi qu le cai dong de zhen xi. Meaning only treasuring after losing it. Which is also referring to being regretful of not treasuring before.

Well I've always been reflective on this chinese proverb but I never seem to be able to behave in a way such that the phrase will not be used in my life.

This proverb has proved to be very true in just 5 short months by first Ms Pear, then Mdm Nora then Mrs Phua.

I dunno what else to comment except that it's human to err. But sometimes it just might be too late... to make up for some things. Some things might never be the same again. And in some cases, some people might never be there for you to treasure again.

Yep. There's only so much I have to say about that bahs.

Hm been thinking about my future alot and discussing it with twin lately. Uncertainty seems to be hindering my thoughts about the future ah. everything seems bleak.

I've handed in my subject units survey and the cca option list. I am staying in CSC and most probably in SC and quiting Art Club. Although I feel like joining odac... well... I dont think I am up to it. Volunteering work suits me better.

I chose 9 subject units altogether: H1- E Lit, PW, GP H2- Phy, Chem, Maths
As for E lit I might be reconsidering it. Its either E Lit or Econs laa.

Phy, Chem, Maths. can I cope with these three subjects? I am not exactly exceling in them but I am not flunking them either.


Got back the Maths test we had yesterday. I got the average score. The good thing is that I passed the test. The bad thing is that I seem to be lagging in class. It's either everyone's improving tremendously, otherwise I am deproving or not improving at all.


Have not been paying attention in class lately... Slacking mode. I was either chatting and joking with twin and cecilia otherwise I will jus be stoning and daydreaming.


I need to do some self reflection and tomorrow's the right time. Vesak day (; Will be going to the temple in the morning... Hm excited.

the undescribable feeling whenever our eyes met

Wednesday, May 10

LA essay complete!

whee!! I just completed my LA essay on LOTR. Ah so happy. It's pretty crap but I am surprised that there's so much I can crap. The book is actually quite interesting and I am counting on this assignment to determine if I should take e lit as H1 next yr. But after thinking abt it, Biollo's standard might be a bit too high so if I flunk the assignment oso not surprising. I hope not ><

There's so many nice movies to watch! Should I catch one tmr? But I am afraid that I will be late for tuition. Haiya see first bahs.

da vinci code is nc16 after all. I will not be 16 then but my twin is 16 (: Guess I will be catching it soon after all. 9moredays!

18moredays to my very-special day ^^ I am looking forward to being 16... all the privileges ah. I will be old ><

Today's been a relatively good day. Phy lessons were kinda boring. On the verge of falling asleep. Geog lessons. We examined rocks and stones... YL and I started smelling them LOL. It was pretty hilarious. Mrs Lai will be leaving tmr. haiz. how time flies~

Biology. Revised the format for viva. twin and my viva's on next wed and I am lucky number1! Shall study for it this weekend but I will be going to my grandparents' hse on saturday to celebrate mother's day and on sunday I will most probably be meeting janice to settle some stuff for hrss. ohwells i will find time.

Recess. Ate my butter cake =)

Maths test. The whole class was irritated by the high-pitched screeching voice next door and the noisy noises. Twin 'tsked' then darren and I started to 'tsk' also. Cos i cant concentrate. GRR.

Chinese next. Continued watching that film. I actually took a nap in between. hehehe. Tried doing maths assignment but I got so irritated cos I couldnt get the answer. Went to the canteen. Ate rice. I was the slowest cos I played the number game with cecilia and huanglin LOL.

E&I. AW.

Chemistry. Hilarious and entertaining (:

took bus home with twin. Then I walked home from mrt station. I think I saw Wayne Lim from CPA camp at my void deck. He was looking at his reflection in the window panels as he walked lol. should be him bahs. can roughly recognize his height.

alright. thats abt it. I look forward to a fun-filled and meaningful day tomorrow.

ohya. Thanks to William kor for returning me the game cd on time. ah was so surprised. haha he most prob wont see this but thanks anyway (: and you owe me tp's chicken chop ^^

life is a river I wanna keep flowing

Tuesday, May 9

My favourite Fuji Apples!

Whoa I am currently munching on the fuji apples my mom just bought. Nice nice =D

I managed to chiong finish the Lord Of the Flies book just now. I am SO glad.

Currently cyber-surfing for some reference for the assignment. Most prob not using much otherwise have to acknowledge. So mafan.

Everyone seems to be doing LA and I think I better get started soon. I am in some kind of trouble right now... And if I can complete part of the LA assignment tonight then the problem'll be solved.

Maths revision is more or less alright. I am just afraid that I might confuse everything together at the point of the test tomorrow. Ah. I hope not.

Today's a memorable and teary day I must say. Yep. Haiya better blog less and start on LA. cya.

Monday, May 8

End of my World

I feel so sick. So out of this world. I dont feel enthu at all today despite getting sabo-ed countless of times by Miss Koh Shu Min and Miss Cecilia Cao Shuang... Soccer's ok. But i prefer last week's one, its more fun and not so competitive. No one's at fault laa. After all interclass is nearing...

We'll be getting back our maths test tomorrow and I am not exactly postitive abt scoring a good grade but at least I hope I dont flunk the test.

Miss Pear is coming back next week. Let's call for a celebration. I did really badly for my last geog assignment. And I kinda lost hope in the subject. I am praying hard that Ms Pear could rekindle my hope in the subject and motivate me.

Chem was not exactly fine. Not used to the way the lesson's conducted. And I miss Mrs Phua! Absence definitely makes the heart go fonder.

Career guidance workshop. My DISC results totally disappoints me. I am not saying that it's inaccurate. It is accurate to certain extent but... it totally makes my future seem bleak. My dream career dont fit my personality at all. And you know what... My personality changed in merely 6 months' time. From last Dec to this May, from an S/I to a primary C.

Well everything happens for a reason. I shall not let the results influence me working towards my ideal career. I am trying hard to.

I seem to be starting to lose hope in everything.

Sheesh. I just remember that I forgot to tell Yuhan abt the two service learning competitions in school. I am getting so stressed about these competitions. I am entrusted the responsibility and I am trying hard to cope. Pls try to understand. I am someone who finds it hard to say 'no' cos I hate rejection from others. I dont have a choice. I really dont.

My horoscope for the first ten days of May is so dammit accurate. I will be super stressed till I fall sick and thats precisely what happened.

I need enlightenment. I need a break.

Sunday, May 7

37.5 degree celsius.

I am feeling NOT so fine. I am sick. Second time this yr and inclusive of sore throat. I was worrying abt pe tmr when I saw yiling's tag that there's no pe tomorrow. What a major bummer. Ahhhh there's nothing for me to look forward to very much tomorrow.

I HAVE to sleep early tonight. no more late nights for me. I always say that but I cant seem to implement it. My health's deteriorating and who knows... I might be shortening my life-span in the process.

Talked to Ms Tan on the phone just now. She will be heading off to level camp with the sec3 and malaysia and I am handed the very heavy responsibilities of checking and submitting the proposals for the service learning project competitions.

I am stressed also because I dunno how to solve my brother's p6 maths examination papers. Actually I am not bad le laa. Out of like 8 questions I solved 6. Currently left with 2 but I felt too sick to solve them. Any smartypants out there willing to rescue me? ^^

Now my teaching career seems so bleak. I cant even do p6 maths. Ah. I need enlightenment.

Btw my weekly horoscope at is super accurate. Here's how it goes:

May 7- May 13
You'll probably feel mega-productive and creative this week, Gemini! You may find yourself filling sketchbooks with pictures or writing lots of poetry. Whatever it is, go with it! You'll be amazed at how great you feel when you let your imagination run wild!

how accurate (: and with response to the poem I last posted... hmmm no one asked me about it. Good. It shows that all my readers are all literate or simply cos no one reads my blog lol. I decided not to consider the latter.

Alright. Hope all goes well with the service learning projects, the career guidance workshop, my friendships, my tests results, my academic work, my movie wishlist as well as my friends and my health (:

do take care people... and take your temperature when you think you are having a fever ^^

have a healthy lifestyle... eat regular meals inclusive of 2 portions of fruits and vegetables each day, drink at least 8 glasses of water and EXERCISE!


Gimme a pair of wings to grant me admission to heaven.
Gimme an angel to fill my life with hopes.

Lunch and LOTF time

Finally completed chemistry hw. Gonna have fish porridge for lunch and then the rest of the day would be reading LOTF. Gosh no idea how I am gonna endure it. The book is not exactly boring but it's not very nice and interesting either. Otherwise reading it would be a breeze and not a torture. If only it's as nice and interesting as Da Vinci Code =D

I am dreaming again. lalala.

ok ok.

hui you na me yi tian. dang ni cong xin hui dao wo shen bian...


My thighs hurt like crazy... all thanks to the 2.4 running.
My head spins like nobody's business... all thanks to cyber-surfing.
My hair's as messy as can be cos I am messing it up.
I am feeling vexed like never cos' I am in a dilemma!

Art Club. Community Service Club. Student council. ODAC. To quit or join?
E lit or economics?
Education or social work?

Conclusion: My future seems bleak.

I kept telling myself. 'Just follow your heart'. I followed my heart last year, after someone told me to and I found myself heading off to Paris and London. I followed my heart and made a mistake of liking someone. I followed my heart last friday and ate nuggets and fries and now? My voice's coarse and my throat's irritated.

Should I or Should I NOT follow my heart?

There's a career guidance workshop tomorrow where our most suitable career will be revealed according to our personality type. I am not really excited but I cant deny that I am looking forward to it somehow.

There is something which I am definitely looking forward to tmr. PE!! Soccer! Who cares about my hurting thighs? I love soccer. haha. Anyhow kick de. But I dont watch soccer cos the guys in my hse (my dad and my bro) dont really chase soccer matches. they only watch when there's nth to watch and there happened to be a soccer match while they are browsing through the channel.


I better hurry and finish up my print-out on an organic substance for chemistry.

follow my heart?

Saturday, May 6

Fun day Out (:

Woke up this morning with a terrible sore throat. Cant even talk. Regained a wee bit of my voice after having a strepsil. Did some cross- stitching before having breakfast then tidied my past-yr magazine pages... packed them into plastic folders before putting them into a ring file. Then got ready to go to Kallang Mac to meet Shu Min and the other BSP camp facils from dhs for a meeting.

I was late... but not the latest =D hehehe. Discussed lo. A lot of funny stuff to laugh about throughout the discussion. Spotted this lizard which is not a house lizard outside Mac. It has stripes on its body.

After a while, I went to buy an Oreo Mcflurry while Jing Hui and Darren got an ice cream cone each. Before that I wanted to check the points collected in my ez-link when I felt something wet on my right leg. I asked Shu Min then she said 'air con leak laa' then she realised that her bag was wet. Her water bottle was not tightened and all the water spilled. LOL! We laughed like mad... Cannot help it. Shu Min laa. Comical lor. thot who urinated on my leg ><

Sat down and continued discussing... Then left after a while. Walked with her to the bus stop beside Mobil Petrol Station. Took bus 30 to kembagan. Then took MRT to TM. Went to the basement to get some food to makan. She got herself an A1 sardine puff while I got a bacon and cheese tako pachi. Then she went home while I went for a haircut.

That guy who cut my hair chatted with me throughout the haircut. From saying that I've a chubby face to asking me to wear contact lens cos I'll look nicer to saying I should smile more and not look stern. I kept laughing then got a shock when I saw how short my hair is. Ah. Very layered and extremely short. Felt kinda uncomfortable about the length of my hair... And worried that I cant tie it up when I've to go to school. But I looked pretty ok bahs.

I tried tying up just now... Tied it up into a ponytail first. cannot. Too untidy. Hair falling out.

Tied it into 2 pigtails. Adorable but looks so act-cute~! No way. Wait kinda teased.

Tied it into a top ponytail and then tied everything up. Ok. set. Dont look childish. Dont look untidy =D

But I think the haircut is quite nice and worth it. A lot of hair cut off wor ^^

Gtg teach my brother some maths stuff. How come I feel so torturous teaching him?!

I cant decide what cca I want to join in yr5 =( Someone enlighten me pls!

Friday, May 5

Some emotional rants

You're someone I cant understand
Your thoughts I'll never know
You're too complex for me
But this's a fact I can never see

No matter how hard I try
Your smile I cant forget
My heart always skips a beat
Whenever our eyes met.

After so many heartaches
After so many heartbreaks
Am I really such a brave girl
With all these woes to take

You are too unpredictable
Yes that I obviously know
But no matter how
the memories I cant let go

The memories kept on replaying
Replaying in my mind
The sweet and happy times
are definitely worth more than a dime

Sometimes I get so fed up with myself
That I dont know what to do
For everything I came upon
Reminds me of no one but you

You dug this bottomless pit
And many times I fell into it
In it I find misery and sadness
And not bliss cum happiness

Yes you are that cruel
Yet you never know
For you never think of the consequences
As your actions chose to show

Sometimes things are just that simple
A smile might mean nothing
But if things werent that simple
That smile ruins everything

Like how my hopes were dashed
My dreams shattered
My heart broken
With the pieces scattered

It's time you do a reflection
Or turn to enlightenment
Otherwise more and more people
Cos of you sinks into depression

It's time I forget you
And clean you out of my mind
You shall not hinder my life journey
For there's many other nicer people I will find

I've come to the end of this poem
But I cant remember who is this I am writing
Is it my serious short term memory?
No. Just that some people are simply not worth remembering.

tadaa. impromptu poem. pro right? Dont ask me who I am writing about. For that jus clearly shows that you are illiterate. Otherwise you have a serious short term memory (Kindly refer to the last paragraph of the poem, thank you)

PS. Pardon me for grammar mistakes. hehehe ^^


sometimes dreams are a reflection of our desires in reality

Happy day =)

whoa today's a good day cos I felt good and confident. The horoscope analysis on wed newspaper said today's my good day and it's definitely true!

Had yr5&6 subject units briefing. Quite exciting wor. The sciences subjects I am taking are pretty much confirmed. But I am having difficulty deciding on my contrasting subject. Econs or Elit? No idea. The notes on the criteria requirements for career are useful and I see the education faculty in NTU =D

4j's really glad that our interaction period was not spent in class ;)

Geog lesson. Map-reading. Quite ok laa. But I am still abit blur at some points of time. Hello? I am a sotong rmb? ^^

After geog is chinese. ah the worksheet that jls went through... I did it at home last night. I am a good good girl. hehehe. some of my answers were wrong though. The efforts matter more!

Recess... attempted a few questions of my tuition homework but didnt manage to complete any.

Maths. Me and twin actually went up together to do the differentiation questions on the board. I was high so managed to persuade her to go up with me. After I returned to my seat, Ms Lim asked me to do the remaining question again. uh? Never mind. Lucky my answers were correct.

LA. not much to say. Pek qik's the most appropriate adjective.

Physics. Mr Chia gave us some worksheet to do and we had to hand it in by the end of the lesson. Anyhow do. cos dunno how to do. The questions were unclear. Too ambiguous =P

Reported at the foyer for 2.4km run. Both twin and I kanna qi gek. Our names were not in the list. Gosh. Lucky Mr Chew rescued us =D Ran with the first batch of sec2s. WHEE I didnt stop running. I jogged all the way... maintained my pace. I wasnt the first. Neither was I the last. YAY. So proud of myself. And I didnt disappoint my fellow art club comm. members... especially after all the 'wishing good luck' =D I'm so happy I'm so glad ^^

Walked back to school with twin and darren initially. Then chatted with them abt some stuff which we somehow shared the same sentiments for. ohwells. sometimes things/people are so ever-changing and unpredictable and complex.

Then me and twin walked together and did some analysis... etc. Heart to heart talk =) Yup then gulped down drinks in the canteen before heading back to art club. Comm members came down to canteen and we discussed abt our camp in june where the handover will be conducted. Then continued painting the wooden boxes in sec3 wall-less. Suddenly felt sad that we're gna hand over art club. Bu she de.

Had to rush to tuition. Wanted to take a cab but juehui's dad gave me a ride. WHEE thnks uncle =D Because of that I managed to reach the tuition centre in time, smelling good hehehe.

Tuition was pretty fun. The tuition-mate was very cute and funny. She kept teasing the teacher until he didnt know what to do. Met her and her mom at the bus stop. Took bus home then watched channel 8 9pm show. Got julian hee and felicia worr ^^

I didnt fall into the bottomless pit. Becos you were there to pull me out (:

Wednesday, May 3


Your Blog Should Be Purple
You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything.You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey.You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say.
What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

You Are Sunrise
You enjoy living a slow, fulfilling life. You enjoy living every moment, no matter how ordinary.You are a person of reflection and meditation. You start and end every day by looking inward. Caring and giving, you enjoy making people happy. You're often cooking for friends or buying them gifts.All in all, you know how to love life for what it is - not for how it should be.
What Time Of Day Are You?

You are 87% Gemini

How much do you match your zodiac sign?

Falling sick

Ah today's a 'sick' day. My stomach felt funny. I felt cold. I had an irritated throat (all thanks to the endless laughters during e&i). I had a terrible headache and I woke up from my nap, sneezing non-stop.

Wanted to go jogging jus now cos I am still pretty worried about my 2.4km run on Friday. I know it's unnecessary worrying but I cant help it. I feel insecure.

I had a weird dream last night. A dream which made me not feel like waking up. But my dream was 'scattered' when my mom woke me up and I realised that it was 6.50am alright. Felt like returning to my dreamland in school. Had a hard time staying awake.

Today's not exactly considered a good day. How good can the day be when you feel sick?

Make-ppl-fall-asleep physics lesson. Not that Mr Chia's teaching is not good laa. but the chapter is somehow boring. And I remembered abt learning the chapter in p3...

Confusing geography lesson plus the fact that my brain's been switched off

Biology lesson. Not much comments but had fun crapping with twin. Sexy shoulders eh? ;)

Recess. Had porridge. My mdm spoilt my appetite!! LOL

Maths lesson was pretty alright. I enjoy doing questions on differentiation (:

Health screening. Pissed off by the nurse. Internal war also want to influence the students. grr.

Chinese lesson. Ok ok la

Lunch. I got my postcard from dumbo. finally~

E&i. Hm as usual lo except that the lesson was held in the computer lab this time and the fans were full blast. Super cold. The chair I was sitting on was abit spoilt and I almost fell off it for a couple of times. The last part when we went to Mr Ong's website was super funny. I laughed so much that the cold air in the room got into my throat and made it irritated. Breathing difficulty. I didnt have my asthma medicine with me then. Lucky I am still alive.

No chem lessons. Took bus home with Eileen. Reached home. Gulped down coffee then took a nap. Breathing became normal again but had a terrible headache.

No appetite for dinner but still managed to eat some stuff la. Listening to Music diary on fm933 with my stomach feeling funny.

I am 15, going to 16. Yet I've always let naiveness get the better of me. Why cant i learn? Or rather why cant others stop playing a joke on me?

Still pondering over my dream.


wo zhen de hai shi nan yi shi huai

Monday, May 1

Movies 'Analysis'

Hm Labour Day. 1 May (: 1 more day to my twin's birthday =)

I have tons of homework undone but I dont feel any sense of urgency. Ah gosh. I am still worried about 2.4km running this coming friday. I have to learn to believe in myself!! Alright let's talk about happier stuff.

Went for CS concert last night. I was super high and confident so I started talking alot last night. And one more thing, my outfit last night was the most casual among the others which I wore for the other concerts. We were making lotsa noise after settling down and we didnt realise that Mrs Phua, yes Mrs Phua our chemistry teacher was right in front of us with her daughter. She was sitting directly in front of me. LOL I didnt know it was her until Jingles told us so loudly that she turned around and told us that we are very noisy!! LOL

CS concert really rocks! Especially that skit Huanglin acted in. JH said it's something like 'Bang bang you're dead' Yes indeed. Very simple skit. very few props and actors and well its simplicity makes a difference and definitely left a deep impression ^^

after the concert, jingles, eileen and I walked to Raffles Place MRT. On the way we met Mrs Koh and her daughter. En Yan resembles Mrs Koh alot. Even their hair are tied up in the same bushy ponytail hehehe.

This morning I woke up with sore eyes. ARGH. It's better now phew. I feel like going for a movie today! Yea just watched Aquamarine the other day but but but there's like so many movies to watch ma!

Check out the column on the left for my current movie-to-watch list (:

Aquamarine is something like In Her Shoes. About friendship and romance. But Aquamarine is more about teenagers with this wee bit of childishness. LOL But there are some really nice phrases like 'Why do we dream of true love? Because it's the closest we can imagine.' I hope I didnt hear wrongly. But one bad thing about the movie is that there's no subtitle.

After watching so many films during LA lectures I still am very lost when watching movies without subtitles. hehe.

The Wild seems like a really nice movie... Something like Madagascar which I watched a few days after my birthday last year, the day I departed from Singapore to Germany. haha I can remember very clearly. How come? Cos I have a superb memory cann?

Daisy seems pretty interesting too. But it's gonna be in Korean isnt it? Hm then maybe I have to give it second thoughts cos the movie cant seem to convey any feelings into me if its not in a language that I understand. Both jingles and I realised this after paying a price.Yes 8 bucks and no vivid impression at all.

Ah Da Vinci Code. I am so excited but there's something disappointing too. Why is Tom Hanks acting as Langdon instead of Tom Cruise? Ah Nvm. I am sure the film will be good. My fingers are crossed.

There is this film titled Love Story and rated NC 16. Seemingly a good movie but it's showing two days before my birthday and I will still be fifteen! Nvm. I can watch it when I am sixteen but I think I rather go pooling or sth >< The film is starring some local actors. hmmm

I am definitely going to catch RV and Just My Luck! Both are comedies and I certainly need some laughters added to my life =D

I've jus read my horoscope for this week. Hm it says I shouldnt be too impatient, shouldnt flirt too much and should try doing flower arrangement. I've always thought flower arrangement is cool.... Hm And I am not allergic to flowers fortunately.

Btw I found the recipe for making chocolate-coated strawberries when clearing past years magazines. Yep thats abt it for this post. I better get started on my homework... Yea after surfing the net for another 30 minutes bahhs ^^